Last week marked 5 years since I had my last day in my legal career. I had no clue what I wanted to do next when I left. I didn’t even know where I was going to live. I put my belongings in a storage unit in New Orleans and drove to Dallas to stay with a friend for a few months while I figured out my next move.
All I really knew was that I was ready to hightail out of the career matrix I was indoctrinated in and discover what I really wanted to do with my one wild and precious life. I was done sacrificing my soul or my desires for my Self for… anything. I was on the tail end of 4 of the gnarliest years of inner work of my life and was certain that if I could transmute my inner experience of life as profoundly as I had, I could create something new in my outer experience of life too. That certainty gave me the confidence and courage to take such a bold leap and to trust myself enough to let it all unfold… even though I had no clue what “it” was yet.
I wouldn’t have believed you then if you told me what was about to happen. (I also wouldn’t have believed you if you told me how much more inner work would be required to Become The One Who got here. I thought I had already done the inner work lololol bless my heart.
Which is why I’m so glad I didn’t have a “plan” or even worry about having a plan. My plans would have been sooooo much smaller than what I’m living now! I really couldn’t have imagined all of this then.
This life and business is a result of committing to the unfolding of it all. In pure curiosity and desire to grow and create.
Showing up powerfully, obsessively, in devotion to the process… instead of obsessing over / trying to control the product.
I surrendered to life, surrendered “my” will to God’s will, and let myself be blown away.
And blown away, I Am.
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Want results in life/biz that blow your mind? Notice where your “plan”, your mental constructs of how things should be, are closing you off from accessing a higher wisdom that is coming in to lead you to where they could be. And commit to showing up in devotion to your process, your Becoming, your alignment more than anything. 🔐
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