
This decision set me on the journey of a lifetime…
I could tell you just the highs, the wins, the glory of this story… the journey of building an embodied business, of making big money in a way that has made me more *me* and more free; a way where I have never compromised my values or desires or time spent on me or with my family… and that would be true.
But what’s also true is…
Deciding that I was unavailable to abandon my heArt or sell my soul *on any level* to make money was the beginning of one of the deepest personal growth journeys of my life. A journey that has challenged me at my roots again and again and again over the years.
In order to believe this was possible and then take a stand for it becoming my reality, I had to really look at and confront all of the ways I believed that was not possible; that building a business could only be done through sacrifice and suffering, that there is always a cost to earning money, that only the lucky ones get to do work they love AND get paid well, and so much more.
I had to not only look at the architecture of my beliefs but also feel and heal some pretty gnarly shit within me that was tied to money and business… but the true undercurrent was my own lack of trust in Life, devaluing of my own gifts and worth, and feeling that it was unsafe to be seen as my authentic Self in the world.
I had to get underneath and alchemize core wounds that I didn’t even came close to touching during the 15 years prior I spent obsessing over human transformation / the healing arts. In part because of what I was owning and embodying in my business, putting my material needs in alignment with my heArt, and in part because of the wise council and depthful holding of my somatic mentor @alchemysomatics_ who helped me excavate the undercurrents.
Which is why I always say that business is one of the most powerful portals for personal growth… one of the ultimate mediums for embodied transformation… if you decide that you are only available for what is in alignment with your heArt’s deepest desires and your soul’s highest potential this lifetime.
This is the path of embodied business. Which I am walking y’all through in my program, Being In Business. See you there Xx
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