Life lately has had my little family living in between Los Angeles, where Patrick and I met and built a life together… and Newport Beach, the closest thing to a hometown this girl who has moved every 1-3 years has, the home of my grandma & my babies’ great grandma… a woman who has been more of a parent & a soulmate & my closest confident this lifetime.
This season of life has us straddling worlds. Welcoming life & death in equal measure (aren’t we always tho?). Holding the duality of… babies & aging loved ones… and all the varying considerations to be made for all the different human Beings’ needs and desires.
Holding the duality of… we’re beyond, beyond blessed to be able to split our time between the 2 and work from anywhere… and… it’s a lot of f k n work.
Navigating so many feelings and personalities and schedules with love and grace and an open heart.
Feeling partially pulled to move to Newport full time, feeling the seismic shifts that have happened in our life in LA and a fading away of people places and things that once felt so close and concrete… grieving the change… excited for the change… not fully imagining our life in Newport yet, not fully all in, but answering the whispers calling us there.
While in process of moving Patrick’s mom in with us from Palm Springs.
Multigenerational living!
Life changed so fast it’s hard to not wonder… how did I get here? 4 years ago I was single building a business that allowed me true freedom with so few responsibilities to anchor me, just 2 cats and a dog and a 700sq ft apartment in Beverly Hills.
True quantum leaps. Energetically, emotionally, financially, relationally, locationally, responsibility-ally… all of it.
This is everything I’ve ever dreamt of.
To have the husband I feel deeply connected to and proud of… my babies, omg my babies… to have a career that allows me the freedom to be deeply present for these sacred seasons… while still doing the work I love, making the impact that means everything to me, creating an income to support my family through all seasons and desires of life.
And still. Holy Toledo Batman. Is it a lot.
But so am I. 🪞
Musings…
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